Yea Tara- Finally you have a professional on your side who understands your plight and is pushing you to the next level to get your stim issue addressed.

Crying in public? Sure it can feel embarrassing, but we are ALL oh so HUMAN. I remember when just before falling of the edge of the earth into the chasm of surgical medical care I have been through I was in a lawfirm conference room one day on the West Coast preparing a client for an important deposition. Such work is hard, pressing, demanding, and the travel was excrutiating given my injuries. I broke down bawling like a calf in front of my client. My Client. He knew what I had been through. Everyone did, but it didn't necessarily make me feel better, and at that moment the mortification..... but, one is only human. Then again at both a discogram and an epiduragram, the modern industrial equivalent to torture a' la the Inquisition------ afterward I did not bawl.... I was sobbing. SOBBING. And could not stop.

You are in the blessed arms of your husband, surrounded by those who care for you, and physicians who now understand your plight. ALL know pain produces emotions no human can fully control. Let yourself be human. Just understand some shed tears are OK..... they are truly OK. I understand your situation today. I do. AND I am so glad you are going to get H E L P!

ASAP,
Mark56 PJ