Aw dear waves

So sorry to find you are feeling like this... It is funny because I just post something pretty similar... I feel "dead" too.... So, so sorry I cant give you any advice... I just wish I knew...

I definetey think is depression playing with us... crappy thing... silly monster... unfortunately, I dont know why ! I mean, where it comes from... and, to be honest, medicines dont work for me anymore... hum... it is something inside our hearts maybe ??

Sorry if my post sounded very random... I cant think clearly these days....

Send you my love, im thinking about you...