Hi guys. thank you all so much for your feedback and support.

well i've nothing to report.

oh, i took my Zoloft without food today because i woke up too late and was not yet hungry. i'm still not, so there you go.

i am going to set my alarm tomorrow to take it at 6 am again, but on an empty stomach - just swallow the pill and go back to sleep. i was originally taking it at 6 am but i have been taking it between 12 and 1 ever since the labs. i have not been awake at 6 recently, because my sleep got scooted back some: i had been going to sleep around 8 am, after the zoloft. but now, i am going to sleep around 4-5 am and am also sleeping more - needing 8 hours of sleep... getting up at 12-1.

i need to scoot sleep back so i can get up no later than 9. work or interviews would require earlier than that, but it's doable if i'm used to getting up at 9, less doable right now. i think the earlier dosing might help me do that. i feel like such loser, honestly. deadbeat, pathetic piece of human refuse. sit on my butt all day and do nothing and then moan that i'm good for nothing because i am. i try to do things and it's like i hit a brick wall.

i was relieved yesterday that my mom asked me to chop parsely and garlic for her. i do cook from time to time, or help with prep. my dad made a joke about putting an ad out looking for a job as a parsley-chopper. sigh. thanks.

there, i found something to report.

~ waves ~