Hi Darcy

welcome to the board! thank you for sharing.

we have a poster here who joined recently and was interested in mutual support regarding ECT.... her name is Debbie and her userid here is justired.

here is the link to her most recent thread in this forum:
Does it ever get any better?

nice to meet you and i hope we can help you... we can listen at least.

i know acceptance is hard, very hard. i am still very much learning it... sigh.

~ waves ~