Hello Darcy and Payne (sorry don't know your real name).

I can relate to so much of what you've said. I currently do ECT. I would so love to talk to you Darcy about this. It's so difficult not having anyone to relate to. The memory loss, on the verge of losing my job because of the bipolar, meds and ECT.

The people on here are WONDERFUL! I can't express how much they have helped. Quite literally saving my life right now as I have been suicidal for a while. It seems like forever but I know that's my all or nothing thinking.

Anytime you would like to talk please send me a message. I hope to be able to give back some of what has been so very freely given to me here.

Debbie