When I read your comment, it resonated in me. I too have the same difficulty.

I used to be a leader in creative decision making at my work as a teacher, now it's sooo overwhelming at times.

An example, we went to a restaurant where they had outside seating. My sons were working that section but their were no tables available. The hostess simply asked inside or outside. I wanted outside but I got flustered knowing I didn't want to keep the rest of our party waiting. I excused myself, went into the rest room and started crying because I didn't know what to choose. I felt so vulnerable, over such a simple thing.

It floors me because this would never have been a problem before. A simple yes/no question becomes a big issue now, which frustrates my family members at times. I often say "You decide" in order to not have to think it through.

So darlin' I definitely hear you!!!
Peace