well I can't tell you how glad I was to ck in here and find you had visited (come home). We missed you! I'm sorry your life continues to "suck" and I pray that you will see a little light at the end of that tunnel you are in.
I can't remember what book I recommended to you..I'm sure your parents meant well and want to see you find some happiness..not sure about Craigs list..from what I hear all things are possible with them these days.

Stay in touch as often as you can...we are your
other family.