Gee, that makes it sound almost like I'm talking to myself...

Welcome to the forums! I'm glad you found us here. Are you going to try going off all your meds altogether? It's a great thing if you can do it with no problems, but I've gone off several times already without supervision, and darned if I didn't have complications every time. Of course, my illness and my meds are a lot different from yours.
Anyway, it's great to see you here, and I hope you decide to hang around and become an active member of our group. I'll be looking for your post in the future!
Best Wishes,
Idealist