One of the hardest things for my was to accept my new RSD life.A life of limitations-Sucks. I too lost my occupation,dream retirement etc etc. But over the years, it has gotten easier-not that I like it- but I have no choice but to do this and accept my limitations and learn to do new things that I never thought I would enjoy.I am fortunate that I have the most loving and supportative husband and family. I have become an active advocate for RSD-started a Support Group, raised funds thru Ky Derby Mini Marathon. I will NEVER give up searching and praying for a cure and awareness of the public and ignorant Medical Profession that we RSDers have to deal with. Thanks for letting me vent too- Fondly- Carol