Helly Blinky216 and welcome to NeuroTalk ! So sorry to hear about all you are going through right now!

Heres the link to the Bipolar forum should you have not found it yet!

http://neurotalk.psychcentral.com/forum38.html

Theres many great people here who i'm sure will help you in any possible way so feel free to post any questions you may have!

Look forward to seeing you around the forum soon!

Alison