Thank you soo much dmplaura and desinie!!!!

I really do have quite a gem for a boyfriend, like his mom said, he has legs, if he wanted to leave he would have walked away from the situation a year ago, and he did not. I am such a fortunate person, God spoils the crap out of me! And I am EVER so thankful!

You are so right dmplaura about the double whammy that I just got hit with. My emotions were so WHACK yesterday, I definitely was a basket case! lol

I just love LOVE LOVE this site. Everyone on here makes me feel like family and I feel like I can talk to all of you guys about anything! You are all so great!!!

So I am going to get my boyfriend a card today and have it ready for him when he gets off. I went to bed really early last night, woke up at around 9:30 this morning and have just stayed in bed since. My body still hurts quite a bit but near as bad as yesterday so I can tell the resting is helping.

Desinie- I am so sorry to hear that you had to go thru a flare and deal with the loss of a loved one at the same time.. That had to be so hard and probably made it very difficult to pull out of that flare. Im very sorry my dear!

Again, thanks so much to all of you that responded! It helped so much to write out all my emotions and have people that know fully and understand what I am going thru to relate with me, it's very comforting!

I love you guys!!!!!