(((((Ana)))) This disease does suck and yes the roids do a number on you don't they? Listen, I've been doing this for 22+ years with Jim and I have cried for him, for us, for me, for him, for us, for me...lol It's an emotional cycle for everyone involved. But everyone is right, if he was that emotional with you then he most likely cares and feels so bad that he can't fix it. I hate that I can't fix Jim so I can imagine how a guy could feel about the woman in his life.

It's almost November Ana! And you know what that means!!! Never thought I'd wish for November, much less January. See you soon!