Dear Kay
i hope you have a good time with your friend at lunch today.
glad the bed made it finally... what a frustrating ordeal. i can appreciate their not being upfront about the arrest (or maybe not even knowing) but i would also have been irritated with all the mis-information and late information and multiple delays.
1.5mg Xanax is a good bit and yes, serious anxiety...
i guess i used to take 2.5's of lorazepam as needed which is not far off and when it was bad i would use 2, occasionally 3 of those tabs!

nowadays am getting away with just a half tab.
but regardless of your current level, it is important to take enough that it gets you over the hump. no sense taking subtherapeutic doses.
i hope you sleep better and better.
~ waves ~