I try my best not to make long range plans. I know that sounds bad but it just stresses me out to know I have an "event" coming up. I'd much rather decide at the last minute to go and do something. If I can....I can and if I can't.....I can't.

Knowing that I have to be ready to do something at a certain time on a certain date just makes me anxious. I never used to be like this. Good thing I don't have much of a social life!

I did have plans to meet friends for dinner a couple of weeks ago and I was able to go......but all day I just kept expecting the other shoe to drop.....and if course it never did.