Tabbycat, I saw your posting a few days ago and wanted to send a comment. First, I am so sorry that you have been through all of that trauma. I can relate in a way because I was molested multiple times as a child and also am a survivor of domestic violence and rape. I also have depression, anxiety (especially social anxiety), and PTSD. I am very glad that you have a therapist because the way I have been able to cope with all of my past trauma is through therapy and antidepressant. It has taken me years to be able to cope with everything that has happened and even then some days are harder than others. If you ever need someone to talk to feel free to send me a message. You will be in my thoughts and prayers! Take care.'sTara.