I wonder if I can check-in tonight - hi Addy

I wonder if i can say it is a rough one. Been a rough week and was hoping today would be better, now that it's over with.

I wonder if I can also mention that Alffe's Trout thread - the poem afterwards, really affected me. . . and I definitely need to work on *me* more often, maybe it is finally time I call someone for that extra help I need - especially with Oct/Nov coming up - my worst times of the year.

I wonder if you all remember a time when your lives were in transition and everything felt so crazy, thats me right now. I don't know where I am anymore now that school is done.... and I am grasping for it to return so scared of the extra free time and the unknown.

I wonder if Tom knows he reminded me of Pter, and now I am wondering... what would Pter say? Maybe it is time to revisit to the wise words stickied at the top of the forum?

I wonder how the others are doing that aren't having it so easy right about now: lonely, megveg, goofy, jaded, lara, reyn,....

I wonder about life and the fairness of it all. I meet so many people with such awful stories and horrendous childhoods and I wonder.... why are our lives so unbalanced? Those of us given an unfair amount of pain and hurt.... why is it? Is it to make us stronger? To make us better people? Or is it just because we can handle it already? Or is it just the way it is? *sigh

I wonder about Melody's coins - and her hand sanitizer. And how I already always look at the floor, but never see any coins - but maybe now I will? I wonder if she also dreams about her Elaine and dad like I dream about my Lucy and my mom so often?

I wonder if its okay if I say its been kinda lonely lately for me, I hope this week is so much better. I hope I actually get to read some good books this week, such a reward after so much stress. . . already started "The Prophet" which as you can see, has already dug up a bunch of philosophical questions for me.