Hi everyone...

So nice to be back even for tonight.. I miss you all!! I must say this is a topic that will make us all search deep within ourselves and really count on our honesty.. With the depth and hopelessness of our pain and future with RSD, I dare say..we'd all be lying if we didn't think of 'the bullet behind the shed' tactic..but I also think we have decided to stick it out for some reason and that is why we seem to counter act the sadness of our RSD with a reason to stick around.... we just keep showing up at the breakfast table..everyday.. Either it be hope for future intervention or just the plain..one day a time out look.. Thats me..I put my energys into today..make the most of it..share the warmth in my heart ..allow yesterday to go as that is now my past..and welcome tomorrow once it gets here..in the mean time, take what we can get and think happy thoughts..cuz as we know..things can change on a dime... and when it comes right down to it..it does beat the ole' bullet behind the shed tactic..cuz if we did that..we will probably miss out on some wonderful times ahead in our lives... All I know is God didn't create RSD for the weak..We are built strong and can survive what ever comes our way.. we prove that... and.. all the time.. we are still smiling.. {even if we are in pain and don't mean it}..

Much love to you all..Kathy