Wow I really do not know how to answer this 1. I am only 43. I do not want to live off the Government the rest of my life. I used to work 12-16 hours a day for 6 days a week for Ford Motor. I miss having a schedule. Do not get me wrong I do like seeing my children and taking themto all of their activities. But I am home by myself all day Monday thru Friday until the kids get out of school and my wife from work. I was very socially active. Now I have to answer to people why I am sitting at home and they have to work. I avoid people because of this. I didn't even go to my 25th class reunion last weekend because of it. How do you answer questions like so what are you doing now.... Disability is great don't get me wrong. Without it we would be on the streets. I just don't want to stay on it forever. That's why I continue going to my psychologist and psychiarist. I pray they can find the right meds so I can return to some type of work.