thanks for the encouragement and advice, it really helps to talk to people, my family is not the greatest support group at the moment since there is alot of drama going on there.

In the short term, the school district is getting a morning sub for me for the coming week and I have an appointment with my doc to talk about the bouts of incontinence and see what can be done.

I am really working hard to get back to walking or at least not become totally non-ambulatory. The difficulty right now is the only times I can swim are 8pm or later but I have to get up at 5pm to get ready. So I am working with not much sleep.

I am decreasing the sale price of my home, hopefully it will sell quick and I wont be so financially strapped and can get some doc appointments.

In the back of my head I wonder how long I can work like this and when it will be time to call it quits or apply for disability. I dont think I am ready for it yet, I love my job too much.

Laying low this weekend, resting, feet up, dont care if the house is a wreck at the moment, I can clean later, just trying to take care of myself.