Hi.

My heart goes out to you. But you sound like a fighter so, please keep fighting. One day, you'll find a med that won't make you sick and that interrupts the pain signals to your brain.

Have you ever considered medical marijuana (if it is even legal where you live).

I know people who swear by this. It does not get them high. It makes life tolerable.

Look into it.

Take care,

Melody