I like your little guy dancing. He dances better then I do. LOL

I was happy about this until I thought of Bill this evening and I have been crying ever since. I keep thinking why couldn't this have happened long before now. After me being sick for so long, all I could think of the last year was why I couldn't get better so we could get back to some sort of normalcy in our life.

I got sick 15 years after we got married so I was sick for 19 years of our marriage. I kept thinking how much I wanted to do some of the things we had done in those first years and even some of the last until I got the RSD and TOS. That ruined my life. The depression just multiplied after I got those two things.

Now it makes me ask the question what the purpose is for this and what's next for me.

Thanks again for the support.

Ada