I am sorry you are hurting. I did not have insurance eithor for a long long time. It makes a difference to what treatments you will be allowed. I went to my county health programs, to find the doctors that would treat me without insurance. Can you apply for dissability? I could not have receive the spinal fusion I had without the dissability insurance I finally received. I will pray for you, that your situation has resolution. The county health dept can and will help you. ginnie