My very dear all,

Thank you so much for every single word you posted here. I have you very deep in my heart, and from there, I tell you I always think about you and pray for you, but most importantly, I thank God for having you, because otherwise I dont know where I would be nowadays...

Last night was a mess... instead of doing things to myself, I did things to material things... My room was a real disaster last night... but I arrange everything very early today

I dont remember what time I fell asleep... but I slept some hours before heading to the lab to work... a bit... and, I think cells cooperated....

I think I just exploded due to the accumulation of different situations I have been dealing with the last couple of months...

Today wasnt a good day... I was going on a vacaction this weekend, but, the concert I was attending was cancelled (for the second time in a month) and, well... lost money, time, and dreams...

So... oh well...

Dont know how to deal with this black cloud. I have to I know...