hi maria, I was thinking of another thing. My primary care physician, did refer me to a pain specialist, that was willing to treat me for free. Sometimes when the need is urgent, needed, doctors will treat you for free. Your primary may be able to direct you to a doctor in the medical field you need. Getting dissability is a long process. If there is any chance you think you would qualify, begin that process if you can. I did get a attorney, his agent that helped me through the process. While I was waiting for the medicare to start, I had help with doctors willing to treat me. Keep documentation of all that you do regarding your medical care. I hope you receive the help you need. Ginnie