Hi Sarah, I cannot believe it is 3 am and I am still up I hate not being able to sleep! Anyway, I really enjoyed our talk tonight and I am so happy that you get to have the trial done! I know that you are going through a roller coaster of emotions right now about it, but just try to relax (easier said than done) and like you told me whatever happens is for a reason My hope and prayer is that it does for you, what it did for me so that is what I am praying for right now I am sure our other friends on here can also share their trial experiences with you too and give you more insight. Well, I need to get some sleep so take care and we will talk soon! Love you