I know it is difficult to imagine the future but try to take one day at a time. I was diagnosed with T.N. ( I had some super electric shocks while taking a drink of water) I was put on 100mg. dylantin and 30 mg. once a day. This held me for 10 yrs. before things changed. But, ya know, it is so different for every person. I am so sorry that you are going through this especially at your young age.
Bless you and write more about yourself. Everyone has a story.
Patti