Amputation isn't the way to go. Before I was dx'd I asked the doc I was then seeing if I could use a shotgun and 'self amputate'. I was informed the blood loss would kill me nearly instantly...dang it. I'm unsure as to the poster, but I agree with the idea that you need better pain control. I'm on MSContin, oxycodone for breakthrough pain, soma for muscle cramps and serax for the panic attacks caused by this evil condition. It is in your best interest to stay as mobile as possible. I know that sounds ludicrous if the pain is bad enough, but if you can get the right cocktail of meds together you should have some period of time during the day to use your body. It makes the pain get better, but you must continue using it, regardless. Seems that the folks who followed medical advice during their initial injury and rested the damaged limb have it the worst. I had to work, so I guess I can thank God I was poor...lol...Try to get the meds right, pain under control, and then, when you're not mentally fuzzy from the pain, look at your options. Later, Smoke