Annie- Thanks for your condolensencs, they mean alot. I did set up a tutor session. Yet at this point i just feel as though im not READY to be in classes like this, my mind isnt ready I dont think.
There are people who drink all night, smoke all day and still get 90's on their tests. I hate that more than anything. Im sick, im abnormal, study, and party yet i do alot of studying and it just doesnt stick.

Im not sure if I can handle it. But what would i do next? What happens? I had this plan when i was a sophomore that I would move to north carolina, get into UNC, become a doctor, and life would be great. My gpa was a 3.6, i did so well on everything, now its all gone to **** to say the least..Not sure how.


Sue- Im sorry you experienced the same thing...it really does suck. Its a feeling that cannot be replicated any other way. I hate the way i have been feeling lately, mentally for sure. I just feel so ****** that my grades are the way they are, and im not getting better.

I had surgery, i did what i was supposed to, yet its still lingering about.

What can i do? ARH! Im going to email the Dean of Students and try to figure something out.


Thanks again