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Wonder thread 232
I wonder why nobody else has started a thread yet.. as I read that the last one ended over 24 hours ago.
I wonder if anyone knows that although I find this a bit odd (starting sentences off with I wonder...), I have been checking and anxiously waiting for a new one to start.
I wonder what it was in me that finally just decided to do it.
I wonder how much more of this I can handle...
I wonder where I could go if I left home right now.. considering I can't take care of myself, drive, cook, walk more than a few minutes, shower alone, etc.
I wonder how to deal with the blatant lies that tear me apart..
I wonder who I should tell about the situation I am dealing with
I wonder how to handle it without hurting someone in the process
I wonder how much more I can take before I just lose it and explode..
I wonder, when it gets to that point, what it will look like...
I wonder why at the times I need someone the most, nobody is around.
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♥ "Hope is more than a word; it's a state of being. It's a firm belief God will come through. Life brings rain... hope turns every drop into the power to bloom like never before." -Holley Gerth ♥
My name is Sarah and I am 25 years old. I have a lot of chronic health problems. Peripheral neuropathy and POTS (postural orthostatic tachycardia syndrome) keep me bedridden the majority of the time. I also struggle with degenerative disc disease, disc desiccation, spondylolisthesis, arthritis, polycystic ovarian syndrome (PCOS) with insulin resistance, allergies, sound sensitivities, and other health problems.
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