Aww Blue.... I was about to hit the thanks button so you knew I'd read your post when I was taken aback!

I re-read and saw that you'd written that you don't want to live anymore!

P-l-e-a-s-e DO NOT think like that.

Haven't we already told you how much we care? I do, and I know others do too.

Is there anything we can do to help..... anything at all?

Please talk to us!