Welcome to Neurotalk!
You've come upon a wonderful forum and I hope you stick around because there are SO MANY caring people here! People who understand and who have been through some of the worse possible battles - emotional and physical alike.

Here is the link to another forum here you may find very helpful......
it's very active and you'll meet many friends who will embrace your struggles...

http://neurotalk.psychcentral.com/fo...aysprune=&f=38

I know that 'empty feeling' you describe. It's a very lonely feeling and we NEED fellowship to help get past the isolation and darkness.

You are among friends
Truly Caring
Rae