I called my old doctor and that surgeon that made me uncomfortable and canceled the surgery! Then I got an appointment for Thursday with my new pain doctor to discuss him taking over my health care and start working on scheduling my surgery! I called and left a message with my stim rep too so now all I have to do is wait for the appointment. I think I learned an important lesson that its better to go with your gut feeling instead of just making myself go to people I do not trust in order to make people not mad at me! I am doing better stress wise too because I finally feel like I am doing the right thing! Thank you everyone for supporting my decision, I will let you know how my appt goes on Thursday! Take care 'sTara