I wonder if my cruise clothes will fit.....

I wonder if this time we will finally get to see Carmen...the last time we tried we were leaving for the theatre and looked at our tickets..they were for the matinee performance which had ended...

I wonder whether to have ham or turkey for thanksgiving dinner...so happy that I get to host it this year but wonder where everyone will sleep..

I wonder that it tickled me to see Melody wonder....

I wonder how courageous smae is...not sure how I'd handle having so few choices...

I remember how immobilized by fear I was after Michael killed himself..wondering who will be next..another child? my husband? me?

I wonder about raging at God and shaking my fists at the heavens...

I remember our Pastor telling me that God could handle my fury...

I wonder why I can't remember his funeral...

I wonder how hard it is to sleep these days..wake up with a racing mind and a poundng heart...

I wonder if this is "mourning"...it hurts!!! I don't like it!!

I wonder if you can put up with me "talking about it"...and I have to wonder if going back there will help at all....

I wonder about Addy at the beach! And about that second interview.

I wonder how nice it was to see Manda post....

I wonder if Doody will find my message...

I wonder if Nan will.....

I wonder if I can leave hugs for the room...