Ah my sweet you are blessed to have found this forum... I feel you are very fortunate to have the resources available to you that simply weren't there when I was your age suffering from depression. I agree with Melody - as in our case, we learned much of what you are learning many years past the age you are.

Blue, I am amazed at your description of your depression - as I can relate to it. I'm so glad you come here to accept the support offered.

Addy

P.S. Dear "Consumer Report Sprout-Lady"... your posts always, ALWAYS inspire me! (I've bought all the sprouting gear but life overwhelmed me and I've not put aside the time to start the growing and eating!)