I wonder if you know I DO hear you dear smae.... and I DO think that your life circumstances have exacerbated your depression... yes, you are depressed.
I wonder if you ever use a "magic bag" ... you heat them in the microwave (or keep them in the freezer)... for hot or cold, I find them marvelously relieving... and they even serve the purpose of cooling me down or heating me up!
I wonder if you can excuse yourself from events such as the planning to be a youth pastor when your insides are upside down ....
I wonder if I can remind everyone of David's signature ....
Take Care of YOU!