My son Richie would have been 25 years old today. He went to be an angel when he was 5 and 1/2 months old. We had a horrible pregnancy, pre-eclampcia, they admitted us at 28 weeks pregnent for the duration, at 35 weeks our blood pressure was at stroke level even on magnesium. He was 4 and 1/2 lbs when they let me bring him home from the hospital. I was 21 years old. I didnt know what SIDS was, I just knew that I loved him. He started getting, big, rolling over, holding his bottle, laughing and smiling, then he left me. Lost, empty, what did I do wrong, how could I have prevented it. since then I studied everything I could get my hands on... Expert at CPR and terribly over protective of my other three children. God has my oldest angel but did bless me with three more. They never replaced Richie, his birthday 10/13 and day of passing 3/26 are always hard. If someone anyone can help me get a grasp on this even today after all this time I would be eternally greatful