I never even pay attention to post COUNTS! Don't look. It doesn't make any difference to me.

Actually, I'd like to make an observation about myself in here. LOL Well, Alffe probably remembers me talking a LOT about having suicidal ideation. Seems like it lasted an awfully awfully long time and I was really tiring of it. I did my own research. I dropped myself on my dose of Cymbalta, because I figured, well...it isn't doing my depression any good. When I did drop, I did notice an increase in my fibro pain. However...I also started to notice the suicidal thoughts had dwindled significantly. But, sometime ago I also quit taking Ambien.

I suspect one or both of those meds were contributing to it, but who knows.

I'm not feeling suicidal now, pretty much. Just lonely a lot...and always in pain. I live with chronic pain. There I said it. I'm a chronic painer but again, I feel guilty bringing it up because I have friends with terrible debilitating diseases.

So now I shut up.

And Idealist...watch out. Alffe knows and sees all.