You should also receive letters from SSDI or SSI. Probably several letters, some will say one thing and then some will say something totally different. You'll probably spend a lot of time on the phone, but you've already been doing that. Then again everything could go smoothly. I hope for the latter.

P.S. If that is your picture you look like your holding up pretty well, but your eyes do look a little tired. Oh I just read you've been crying, I wouldn't call it being a cry baby with what you are going through. It's better to get it out then hold it in.