im new to all this n not even sure what im doing.. my mother has parkinsons and it is so very hard to me to see her struggling every day. knowing i can not do much to help her.. it leaves me very depressed by the end of the day.. i cry myself to sleep way too many nights. then i feel guilty for being sad when i know she must be even more depressed then i am. i just feel all alone sometimes.. like this will never get any easier for her or myself.