I agree with a lot of what you say, Mark. The change of location, though a big step, will probably be needed some day. Its all about money and being able to make a living. In the future, my situation may change.

I have brought up taking less medication with the doctors but they assure me it is what is needed, and I am not a very strong person to fight with them (read: weak)

You know how we have the 'hidden' injury. These forums are full of people with visual handicaps (missing limbs), and many even bedridden. Is there a proper etiquette?

Today I go to the occupational therepist for the first time, I will tell everyone how it goes.

On a side note, I made pasta in the microwave last night. I didn't remember till I was on the bus this morning, so guess where the pasta is... corrrect, still in the microwave. I hope one day I do not burn my apartment building down; I have already stopped cooking in the oven.