Hello there!
It's good to have you! You certainly are not crazy! What you describe is very real (unfortunately).....
The RSD forum is very active and FULL of wonderful folks.
I didn't realize how many wonderful people there really are in the world...until I came upon this forum.......I too felt very 'alone' in my battle.
I hope you get the pain relief and quality of life you deserve....
Truly Caring
Rae