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Old 10-21-2010, 12:23 AM
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I wonder if anyone thinks that I am ridiculously stupid for being so proud of myself for something that I did today. People hear the story and say "and...?" and it makes me sad because what may be a minor thing to them was a HUGE accomplishment to me.

I wonder how one of my best friends is doing.. and how the little baby growing inside of her is doing.

I wonder why it is so hard to find forums like this online. I use several different forums within NT, but can't seem to find something like this anywhere else.. for things that aren't addressed by NT.. and some that are.

I wonder if my cats are going to sleep my my room all night. Right now two are sleeping and one just woke up.. one is snoring quite loudly.

I wonder when I will hear for sure on the details of my SSI.

I wonder if anyone out there knows of any online chats, support groups, or forums for people dealing with an alcoholic family member. I tried online ALANON chats but they didn't seem to help at all.. I guess I need something different.

I wonder when this pain will stop. Or at least ease up.

I wonder why God loves me... I know He does and that I am His daughter.. but I definitely don't deserve to have such wonderful and true love. I guess that's the beauty of it all.
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♥ "Hope is more than a word; it's a state of being. It's a firm belief God will come through. Life brings rain... hope turns every drop into the power to bloom like never before." -Holley Gerth ♥

My name is Sarah and I am 25 years old. I have a lot of chronic health problems. Peripheral neuropathy and POTS (postural orthostatic tachycardia syndrome) keep me bedridden the majority of the time. I also struggle with degenerative disc disease, disc desiccation, spondylolisthesis, arthritis, polycystic ovarian syndrome (PCOS) with insulin resistance, allergies, sound sensitivities, and other health problems.
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