welcome to NeuroTalk Ryan
My deepest sympathy at the loss of your child, and also for the other trauma you have been through. There are many caring people here who will be able to offer support.
In addition to our community, our sister site, Psych Central, has a very active PTSD forum. Here is the link so you can find any helpful info and extra support there as well
http://forums.psychcentral.com/forumdisplay.php?f=15