Jaycojade I am so sorry. To have his suicide compounded by the violence of people who were supposed to help is truely tragic.

Troy's pain is over and I like to think he is "tumbling through the universe"..I certain believe that he is not alone.

Please know that one day, your good memories of Troy will return...
for now, I pray that the "cocoon of shock" has covered you like a blanket.

You are not alone.