About your parents anger Tyson I just wanted to say that my youngest daughter is still angry but its not anger it is fear for me. I sure dont know for sure regarding your parents, but it took me a very painful year thinking both daughters had no understanding while what was going on was their process of grief and learning to understand. They've had to grieve. They've had to learn their mom was nolonger the strongest, hard working mom they knew. They lost their dad as I had mentioned to you when he was only 42. which I think makes thiis harder on them.
It sounds to me like you know what is best for you but it is a decision that is one of the hardest you have ever made. It is perhaps could be seen as selfish but I am telling you I wish I had the ability be to more so as it is what you need to do to get better before you push push into getting sicker. I kept going till one day I took a shower that was too hot and it all changed. The more stressed your body is I believe the more you may risk a big fall backwards that may be harder to recover from.
I think you are doing very good. Very good. It is just a very very painful and hard place to be in.
Annie59
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Originally Posted by tysondouglass
Hello guys. I was just confirming that I am doing the right thing here.
It's so hard to tell because some days I feel fine and other days I feel horrible. I have requested a leave of absence due to medical problems. My grades will be as though I haven't taken any, and all of that.
Its so hard to leave all of my friends, and it feels as though I've failed.
I'm going to California w my aunt and uncle to work and rest. I plan on taking a few classes to keep myself with it.
This is all just another thing I'm stripped of, but to be in remission I think this is the only way. I cannot keep living the college lifestyle and be healthy with it, can I?
I just want to make sure this isn't the wrong thing to do. My parents are very angry as I'm not going home during this period.
Urg. I'm going to be so bored this year! Urgghhh
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