im not seeing a pain specialist, but i am going to a neurologist neek week to discuss MS, and a neurosurgeon after that for a MVD consultation. i think my meds are starting to level off, as far as side affects go, but i also just feel so much more mentally stable after talking and listening to everyone here and at the braintalk forum. thats really cool that you have your surgery so soon, idk what its been about me that makes me want it NOW NOW NOW. meds are pissing me off, so surgery seems a lot more positive. here's the knife, doctor, cut me open. haha, i know its not really funny, but to quote garden state:
"What do i do? i laugh. im not saying i don't cry, but in between i laugh because i realize how silly it is to take anything too seriously."
if you can't laugh, what is left?
sarah
ps laughter to all...i hope to bring some chuckles to this forum now and then...