Hi again Peg. You have certainly had more than your share pain and grief in your life..I am sorry. Again I leave you the link for our wonderful MS forum...
http://neurotalk.psychcentral.com/forum17.html
This Newcomers Forum is more of an introductory forum.
MS'ers understand what you're having to deal with and can share what "works" for them in coping with it all.
It is difficult to read the color of your posts and it would be most helful if the print were larger and the paragraphs shorter. Some of us suffer from problems with our eyesight and attention span but we all want to help give you some relief from all that you are experiencing. We are good listeners.