Dear Kay

sorry to hear you have yet another big hurdle being thrown at you...

you've said the majority of cases... but i'm still hoping for good news, until we get the definite results. i'm allowed, right?

i would be a wreck.

(ok, i am a wreck but that is a totally separate issue.)

i know what you mean about logic and editing posts and sounding together.

sometimes i feel like i'm held together by spit and bailing wire though...

i have been trying to do nurturing things for myself. some things i do are
-- wholesome/easy food
-- soft clothing, pillows, clinging to comfy squooshy things.
-- hot or warm drinks (honey lemon tea, or herbal infusions)

i wonder if you can try that too. treat yourself as though you were one of your patients. i know you can't do that all the time, but make nursing gestures towards yourself. you have a gift... and you also have a patient who could really use that gift.

(((hugs)))

~ waves ~