Dear Bizi
i agree with Mari - you are doing great with the driving. that is huge, no, it is
huge! 
you are helping yourself, jeff, and everyone else on the road by doing that. Thank you, from me too.
i am glad you got to have an evening with drinks at home. it sounded nice.
as for the rebellion... well. it happens.
you are being honest with yourself. this allows you to be self-aware. awareness is important. you are where you are, but also, you *know* where you are. from there, you are working towards being someplace different. that is the best you can do. nobody can expect more of you than that.
~ waves ~ suffering similar difficulties of late...

