hi Kay,
thanks for the thread.
and thanks bizi and donna for the hugs and good thoughts
i'd actually been posting recent happenings to the old oct 8 tgif thread:
http://neurotalk.psychcentral.com/thread134669.html if you want to see some blow by blow stuff sorta kinda.
where i left of is basically i am trying to recoup.... that's basically where it's at still...

very tired. physically, mentally, emotionally.... just....... done in.
take care everyone
~ waves ~